Are you still coming by night?

By: Adam Faithful on X @Adam_FaithfulM

One man in this painting is looking at you.

Not at the body. Not at the grieving women. At you.

He’s bent under the weight of a corpse, both arms locked around the dead man’s knees, the vein in his leg swollen from the strain. And he’s turned his head to look straight out of the canvas.

His name is Nicodemus.

And the last time we saw him, he was hiding.

John 3:1–2. There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews: The same came to Jesus by night.

By night.

A member of the ruling council. A teacher of Israel. He wanted to talk to Jesus, but he didn’t want anyone to see him do it. So he came after dark.

And that night, Jesus told him things He hadn’t told anyone else yet.

Ye must be born again.

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son.

And this is John 3:14. As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up.

Lifted up. On a pole. Like the bronze serpent.

Nicodemus was the first person in the gospel of John Jesus ever told about the cross. In a private conversation. At night. Three years early.

He went home. He didn’t follow. He kept his seat on the council.

Once, when the council was plotting against Jesus, he spoke up carefully. John 7:51. Doth our law judge any man, before it hear him? They mocked him for it. He went quiet.

Then came Friday.

Jesus was lifted up, exactly as He’d told him. And everyone who’d followed Him in daylight ran. Peter denied Him. The disciples scattered.

And the secret believer stopped being a secret.

John 19:39. And there came also Nicodemus, which at the first came to Jesus by night, and brought a mixture of myrrh and aloes, about a hundred pound weight.

John reminds you who he was, right at the moment he stopped being that man. The one who came by night.

He walked to Pilate’s execution ground in daylight, carrying a king’s burial – enough spice to bury a monarch. With Joseph of Arimathea, another man who’d been a disciple secretly, for fear.

The bold ones fled. The cowards showed up.

And Caravaggio put that man’s eyes on you.

Now look at what he’s standing on.

A massive stone slab. And its corner doesn’t stay inside the painting. It juts out, sharp, heavy, diagonal, straight toward the viewer, past the edge of the frame, into your space.

This painting hung over an altar in a church in Rome. The people kneeling in that chapel looked up and saw the body of Christ being lowered toward them, onto a stone that seemed to stick right out of the wall above the altar they were kneeling at.

He’s being handed to you.

And Caravaggio made it the corner of the stone on purpose.

Psalm 118:22. The stone which the builders refused is become the head stone of the corner.

Jesus quoted that about Himself. The rejected stone. The cornerstone.

And Peter later spelled out what a cornerstone does to people. 1 Peter 2:7–8. To believers, it’s precious. To the disobedient, it’s a stone of stumbling, and a rock of offence.

The same corner either holds up your whole life or you trip over it.

Caravaggio pointed it right at your shins.

Look at the rest. The dead man’s arm hangs down, fingers just touching the stone. The white shroud spills over the edge like an altar cloth. Behind them, three women. His mother bent with grief, one weeping into a cloth, one throwing her arms up to heaven.

And under the slab, a dark gap. The tomb.

One more detail. The man who founded that chapel, Piero Vittrice, died before the painting was finished, and he was buried in the crypt underneath the altar. A dead man in the ground below, and above him, Caravaggio’s body of Christ going down into the grave first.

Every body goes into the ground. Only one came back out to open the way for the rest.

The painting itself didn’t stay put either. Napoleon’s armies carried it off to Paris in 1797 and hung it in his museum. It came home to Rome after his empire collapsed. Empires took the painting. None of them could keep it.

Now back to Nicodemus. Back to his eyes.

Some of you have been coming by night.

You believe, or you think you do. You’ve read the words. You’ve had private conversations with God at two in the morning that nobody knows about. But in daylight, at work, at the family table, with your friends, in your feed, you keep your seat on the council. You say the careful thing. Does our law judge any man?

You’ve been a secret disciple for years.

Nicodemus’s faith became visible at the worst possible moment. When it cost the most. When Jesus looked like a failure. When there was nothing left to gain from being associated with Him except the body and the shame.

That’s when he showed up. With his arms full.

And that’s why he’s the one Caravaggio let look at you.

He’s not asking whether you know the right things. He knew all the right things. He heard John 3:16 first.

He’s asking whether you’re still coming by night.

The corner of the stone is pointed at you.

Build on it.

Or keep walking past it in the dark.